Yey..its finally let me upload. Ive been getting a Busy screen for ages now.
There is so much stuff that I havent written in here...i seem to only use it when i am feeling angry or upset.
this is but the beginning of vicious cycles. I will totally neglect my diary and then not do one in ages. I abandoned my written diary for this one..and now i am abandoning this one for..well god knows what!
i do believe I have got myself into a bit of a conundrum about my life. Its all a bit buggered in my opinion at the moment.
yeah..I have a new boyfriend. hes called Ste and you really couldnt hope for a better guy. I really do hope he isnt reading this.
just put it this way...its a mess.. I dont think ill live up to be what he wants. I know ill screw it up somewhere along the line. I awlways manage to, along with my parents help of course.
he doesnt realise that i have so much bad shit going around in my head....i hope he never does.
Im sorry if i dont meet your expectations...