Ah screw this
Theres one thing that I didnt mention about Emmas party. Everybody saw the cuts. At least, I think they did. There was no way that they could not have seen. They are all the way around my left arm now, and just on the bottom of the right.
And its only just hit me that they will scar, and probably wont fade for a long time. And my parents will find out. There is no two ways about it.
So anyway, afterwards, i somehow found it fit to tell Wez (him being one of my best friends and all), and thing will never be the same. i just feel so uncomfortable around everyone now.
I have nothing left to say anymore, so please excuse me if I dont talk to you. Im not ignoring you. I just cant think of anything good/nice to say.